HAPPY BDAY!!

happy 20th bday to my best best best friend who i miss miss miss miss soooo much!!
another bday i miss,so i'll make it up to you when i get home.soon,very soon!
anyway,have a great birthday without me again.huh!aku tiup candles mu dari jauh tah sajaaaaaaaa T____T
u're 20 babe.WE'RE 20!!!!!!!!!!hahahahahahahahahahahaha.no more teens teens eyh!not that aku will ever suruh kau act 20 and berakal2 tah,coz that will be very boring.kan kan kan.
i miss you!!did i say i miss you??!!hahahahahaha.majal.

*bila kawin????kihkihkihkihkihkihkih.

loads and loads and loads of love love love love and hugs hugs hugs and kisses kisses kisses all the way from perth!


ps=sorry mencuri pic mu dari fb,pasal aku suka pic anie brabis!hehehehehe

fly fly awaaayyyy

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there goes my money...fly fly fly...jadi stray bullets main paintball last weekend.
owh yeah,i paid a lot of money for bloody lips,bruised arm and an aching bodeyh!
opppss..not forgetting lots and lots and lots of FUUUUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!
crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy fun!

and let me tell you,i have never been this scared my whole life!i think i set my mind to "thisislikevietnamwarwherethebulletscanactuallykillyou" thinking.see,i read/see too much war-ish things,thanks to me being very interested in History.gaaaaaaahhh!
i didn't finish all the games pasal....
well,mainly pasal all my bullets are gone.like POOf gone!hahaha.coz i thought i was in left4dead where bullets are like unlimited,so me being all rambo-ish mode finished all my bullets in one go!suka i.then,sudah abis bullets baru tah terpikir mahal kan membali lagi.hehehehehehe.
and it hurts kana tembak atu,and scared the shit out of me thinking i would die any minute,so I GAVE UP!

i admit that paintball is not my thing.inda ku mao lagi!not that im saying i didn't enjoy myself at all,MAHN,i had a TOTALLY AWESOME time.weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

nothing exciting this week i guess,or maybe desiree's visiting this weekend,and i hope SO she can come!if not,then the only interesting thing for me this weekend is bali HAYAM.hehehehe.i miss my kari ayam and my bbq hayam.yum yum!

talking bout food,i am soooooooo inda sabar to get my hands on excapade's sushi when i get home!thanks to wany glasgow's status saya craving much much sushi right now,and the nearest sushi i can get is from tesco!tapiii kaaaaaaaaaannnnn inda nyaman baaahhh!!!!so where is this yo-sushi place anyway?!!i ahve to HAVE it!*whatthebuck*HAHAHAHAHA.too much youtube.

ooooooooooowwwhhh!!which reminds me i need to post something importanto!bye!

lalala..love

dear blog,i am seriously prone to cuts and bruises.i broke my nail,cut my finger,smashed my palm and bruised my thumb with a hammer.HAH!in one day sajaaa~
in conclusion,i am a veru sensitive person,who gets hurt easily,sp don't break me denagn sesuka hati kamu.

HAHAHAHAHA..DUH?!watthehell was i saying back then,and when did i start using DEAR BLOG as the beginning of a post?? -_____-""

so today,si control handsome found out that i have a boyfriend who actually lives with me.HAHAHAHA.it was funny when he was like,"your boyfriend's in the same bus as us?he's going to punch me when he sees me talking with you." paloi!i am a flirt,but don't get me wrong,everything's HARMLESS! coz,(i will only say this once),i'm bloody taken!HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..shoot me!
owh well,i guess after this he'll be ignoring and avoiding me,is being NOT single a disease?that other guys need to stand back?i'm just being friendly,am not wanting to ask your hand in marriage!

soooooo........

LOVE = GENKI + MUFFIN!

hahahaha...gotcha!

HALOHALOWEEN

my eyes are a bit blurry right now,maybe coz im staring at my screen too much.DUA kali ah screen ku,mana mau kalah.HAHAHAHA -____-""

anyway,i had loads of fun yesterday trick r treating and i went as a BUNNY!i lololololololoveeee my makeup!!menjadi jua owh aku buat camatu.thanks to michellephan rah youtube for the tutorial!

soooo...when we went out to go trick r treating with us having ZERO thoughts of what to do,kali we met this 4 little girls and they were like,"do you know any good places for sweeties?",and i was like "HAH!we just came out,and it's our first time trick r treating EVER".and coz of that they brought us along.SIOOOKK!
us with our bangangness pun tagged behind them,me with my camera.PACAH!
so they asked us how old we were and i said i was 14,and wanie,14,Nins,15.HAHAHAHAHAHA.percaya drg ani wah.so yeah,i felt totally young yesterday.gagagagagaga *_________*

i got loads and loads of sweeties!and had a blast i nearly had to pinch myself.
ran around and knocking on people's door.
TRICK R TREAT?!!!!

aku inda mao makan jula jula ku pasal aku kesayangan wah!panuh bakul ku trus walaupun when we ran ran ran i lost all of my sweets,pasal now i just realised i RUN WILD!hahahahaha.bertaburan kali eyh sweeties belakang ku.

and on the way home,we got lost pasal we ran (again) from dogs!we were chased by dogs in two directions,so we had to run AWAY from the track back home.hahaha.paluh2 wah ku tu trus.i just don't get why BIG people don't go trick r treating anymore?I WOULD!though i lied saying i was 14.hahaha.

did i just say KIM campbell in my last post??hahaha
it's supposed to be JIM campbell.owh well.

we started our airframe repairs practical today,and i sucked bad at cutting the metal with the guillotine.sudah tah kana ketawa kan leh c SNOWIE sal not strong enough to push the thingie down.inda apaaaa!and i had to redo my rectangle for the fourth time.YAY ME!NOOOOT!!
i mean,i shouldn't be surprised since i couldnt even cut a straight line arah papers using damn scissors when we were doing projects back in school time dulu2.ani tah lagi.
i'm not looking forward to this practical coz i know,i'll be terrible.
i feel like i'll fail myself badly.alum jua sampai berapa jam bah practical atu.

ANYWAYYYY...
halloween's just around the corner.can't wait to go trickortreat-ing.hahahaha.YES,u heard right!!we are going trickortreat-ing.mao tah jua merasa.
and this is the first time i have plans for three weekends straight.haha.i sound boring.yes!i am!no no,not that i'm bored,i AM BORING!jadi budak baik banar ku di sini.hahaha.and i don't mind a single bit!

i feel like sleeping coz i need a good rest for tomorrow,but i need to download some movies for our HORROR MOVIES slumber party/CARI HANTU party.two movies done,final destination 3 and 4.and saw 1-5.i like to give poeple lots of options and loads to choose from that's why i need to find some more.i have 8 mintues left to think.

sock em up!

i just la la la la love these gloves,though kim campbell called them SOCKS -_____-
soo comfy and warm i need to buy more of them,pasal my hands get cold easily but my arms don't,maybe pasal banyak INSULATION arah arms atu.gagagagagagagaga
and the best thing about them is that i still can use my fingers fully kan kan kan.



just another reason for me to NOT revise though exams are tomorrow.blog lagi yuuuuu

i am freaking sick and tired of revising my ass off these past few days so now instead of my brain being full with informations and stuff,IT IS PLAIN DEAD!
all im feeling of doing right now is to stare into space and with nothing in my head.banar tah.
and i am abit sad that i didn't pick up my mum's call coz i was in the shower.BOOOOOO!i miss talking to her.gosssssiipppppiiinggg~hahaha.

urgh esok lagi sama c JIMCAMPBELL, "zzzzzz" will lietrally come out of my head kali esok.he is THAT BORING I TELL YOU.he tires real hard to teach good,and he does,but just BORING you know.entah lah.

so,apparently i am just going to continue studying again,dont ask me why when nothing can goes in

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ARGGGHHHHHHH.i was rudely interrupted by the stupid black eyed peas song which is being played every single fucking day from that stupid BAR!i have no idea why that particular song just pisses me off,yang lain di mainkan selalu inda jua ku sakit hati,JUST THIS IVE GOTTA FEELING thingie song.SASAAAAAAKK!

anyway,what was i supposed to say?oh,im going to continue studying pasal that is the only thing i know to mengisi masa lapang ini.HAHAHAHAHA.

ciao

dear you

dear aayuu.blogspot.com,i actually don't feel like writing much on you just yet and i am feeling down coz of it.i DO NOT wanna feel down and avoiding you as much coz you're like a friend sudah,and doing exactly that is like being disloyal to you.
BUT,because of certain "situations" that led me feeling thiis shitty takes away the joy of having a blog.whatever happened to free speech i have no fucking idea!
just writing a post right now makes me wanna smash some thing and i am fuming intensely inside!

soo..i hope you understand,aayuu.blogspot.com,and it is not your fault.your existance and mine are being questioned right now,and i wanna say to them,deal with it,coz what's mine is NOT yours,and i can write whatever fuck i want,BUT instead i'll just bury myself in deep shit and wallow in selfpity.FOR NOW that is!!

i feel like stomping my feet and scream scream scream!!!
SASAAAAAAAAAKK KUUU SASAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAKK!!

u may think i have better things to worry about,like my FACE!my effing dried out,peeling likewhat skin coz of those rash!
BUT NO!!i occupy myself being distracted by nasty "BUGS" that keep buzzing and flying around in FRONT OF ME!!!!well,one thing for sure,they do smell like LALAT RAH SAMPAH!
people with no MATURITY,though they THINK they are acting their age.what?umur mu 10 kali??!!coz u definitely act like one,walaupun badan BASAR!and NIL/zero/NADA experience,tetap!tapiiiiiiiiiiiiii..cakap bukan main!!!!like u know every nooks and crannies like the back of your big ugly fat hands!
bukan main eyh suruh orang berakal,WOW!i think ive heard that being shot at me thousands of time coz u think u're mature and all that,but you're just acting all childish and to think that kamu atu tua bagak sudah!!
and APA??im an embarassment??!!a HUGE embarassment to all of you??
WELL EAT YOUR WORDS DUMBASS-ES,coz you're the one being THE JOKES OF THE DAY!and if you're just making a shame of yourselves,i don't effing mind,but this?this?you're staining the poeple around you,innocent people around u as well!
THINK ABOUT IT!owh wait,i don't know if you can find your small brain pun!
and all this while,you're supposed to set an example,as a leader,a "friend" and an elder person.but i guess you are,setting an example,a BAD example of not whattobe.
all you do is complain complain complain,and u think the world around you is against you,but do you get up from your butts and do something?ANYTHING?to change the way things turn out???!!!!!!!!!!!!NOOOOOOOOOO!!u just complain somemore!!!!
keluar nanah sudah dari telinga the same words coming from your mouths!and are they things concerning us?words useful to us?words we wanna hear??words to encourage us??NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoo!!instead,words to annoy,distract abd make our heads BURST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
canatah jua i wanna avoid,as i said,they BUZZ and STING and do what annoying LANGAUs do...try sitting in one place with them,even just for an hour,u'll be tearing your hair out,well,that is if they show up,coz they'll be "TOO BUSY"~with their effing hectic schedule which involves making their SMALL ASSES SMALLER!!
AKU TAH JAHAT AKU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!im used to being called the BAD PERSON in any situation~soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..daripada kana ucap saja,baik tah jadi jahat tarus..inda ja?JAAA!!!

BANARTAAAAAAAAAAAH.....

LUNCH GROUP

we had a great time today...i mean,a great lunch...
si Roger surpirsed the three of us with TOM YUMMY YUMMY YUM soup~!
he was like,"i ahve a surprise for u three,and did u bring spoons?"
and we were like APA?APA?APA?APA?APA?APA?
and nasiiiibbbbbbb tah i didn't bring lunch today since tesco buka aher tadi jua.
*not to forget,thanks for the prawn mayo!yummy too!suweet awang ku atu*

waiting for dayang NINS to upload the pictures.aku mao liat rambut ku actually in those pictures.hahahaha.dapat jua my mum see since ya majal kan liat rambut ku.ahahah

anyway,i did a little shopping just now.HUH!!
adakah time cemani anie sale tia.GAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..
well,at least allowance kan keluar.hehehehehehehe.
and i bought two dresses,yes and a pair of GOLD flats.
heeee..sorry wanie..ngam bukan size mu..hehehehehehehe
i wanna go shopping somemore. T____T

<3

WHEN I'M WITH YOU I DON'T WRITE SAD POETRIES ANYMORE,
INSTEAD I SING HAPPY SONGS.

omeegaaddd

DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!with big humungous capital letters!!

i just realised that my hair looks a whole lot like a scene haircut.gilaaaa!!coz i was browsing thorugh some HOWTO videos and stumbled upon some scene/emo *as they call it* hairstyles and i was like,hmmm that LOOKS SO MUCH LIKE MY HAIR!!with just a bit of straightening,teasing and hairspraying, VOILAA!HELLO SCENE HAIR!!
and if i add a lot of dark makeup..hmmmmmm...




aaaaaaaaaaaannndddddddddddddddddddddddddd fyi....
that was not what i expected of my recent haircut.
i know it's different and i wanted really choppy layers,but i wouldn't categorise it as scene/emo hair!gaaaaahhh!!! T____T

the more i think about it,i don't it's that bad.mau jua ku cuba and see how i look like..hahahahahaahahhahahahahaahahhaahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!

anyway,here i am blogging at two something in the morning,after playing the guitar,trying to play FALLIN FOR YOU,and i suck big time at the strumming.there's a good thing of living in front of a noisy street,coz kalau kami buat bising awal2 pagi nada jua orang marah.hahahahaha.

and and my face is so gatal and berbiji2.like i ate something which i am allergic to.and i have no idea what it is.pasal i ate alot of things,from cereal to salad cream and toast.hahahahaha

bah saya mahu sambung meliat itu naruto.hahahaaha.